Asian TV awards rambles!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010@1:51:00 AM

although it's seem that the awards was 5 months ago....but i jus realised something.
now, i realised that adrian pang shldn't deserve best actor.
Red Thread was his first drama...and those stupid judges based him on that?? Wtf they thinking?
And...being a local singapore drama, it's weird to have someone who is so asian, having a accent that puts ppl off. I rather he act in chinese drama. Seriously.
I know he pulled off as a blind man, with dark secret...Anyway, I don't watch the drama, so i can't ruled out. I only watched some episodes.
I know the rest Qi Yu Wu, Pierre Png,Chen Hanwei.....haha...Qi Yu Wu...erm...heard that he came 2nd below Pang....HAHA damn funny..This guy seriously not ready to receive any best actor awards yet. He's WAY WAY far behind. Chen Hanwei ar..haha..he's becoming more typical of his roles. Sick of it already.
I know that as a local fan, I shld support them. But..seriously, I dun judge a person by its looks. I always look out for an ability within that person, regardless whether he's handsome or ugly, or whatsoever.
Ever heard of shedding own personality, to portray the character?
Whoever local artist that able to act those out, I respect u la brudder!
BUT...it's impossible...
In Singapore...it's impossible to find 1.

But the awards has actually prevented from that someone...to be known here. It feels so stupid now that I realised how they actually arrived to the final verdict.
However I'm happy that little nyonya won best drama..No Complains..totally..

I'm officially a member of MMI...Myung Min International!!! I'm so happy. He's my A-Lister, 김명민씨!!
내가 사람이...
I decided to follow up this year MBC awards..Hope no double winners and NOT EVER double daesangs..

I heard a very funny news....(funny to me) Song Seung Hun is gg to do a movie based on HK remake, A Better Tomorrow (The famous 3 parts movie!!! Epic Movie that one OMG!!)
Fark sia..wa lao, so he gg to act as who? Ti Lung's char? Or Chow Yun Fatt's? Or the late Leslie Cheung's? ZZZzzzzzzz.... I just hope he won't spoil market..seriously...

I seriously need time to enable myself to watch KMM's melo movie...seriously...the movie somehow affects my inner emotions until I can't bear to watch. Not because of how he suffer...but his intimacy wif HJW...I seriously can't take it. I need to brainwash my brain.
my braincells turned blue when i saw that...For 3 times...
김명민.이선견.소지섭
Monday, April 12, 2010@2:11:00 PM


I wonder if one day these 3 actors will be in the same category, for daesang awards...I'm gg to faint...I'm now a die-hard fan of kim myung min..My KANG MAE!! Damn it...I thought I'm going gg over lee sun gyun for his lovable Pasta...damn it...my KANG MAE prove to be better!
What about my lil' So ji Sub?
Finally, this guy went down from my 1st on the list...
I guess, he should learn what kmm's been doing all these while. His documentary clip made me realise how good and meticulous he is.
Lee sun gyun...dang..dang..dang...he's damn good. But...his roles not challenging like kmm...
Beethoven Virus made me realise how good kmm is...even though not handsome...I truly like him.
I haven been watching Beethoven Virus DVD for 2 days...without on9-ing...which is a good progress. Seeing Kang Mae made me cry,angry,frustrated along with him together. The OST is good tooooooo....
Lot of ppl compare this wif Nodame...which is baseless!
Only similarity is Music & conducting...How about Korean General Hospital Vs Emergency 24hrs? Stupid leh.. General genre!
when Kang mae conducts...i'm 90% gg to cry mode but didnt...zzzzz...i cried in nodame when the whole band perform and remembers Eita lifted up his violin..LOL...that scene is sooo nice...
Jang Geun Suk...zzzz...I dunno what dis guy can do...Sing..his voice fucking weak...act...emotions not there...wa lao...
Today watch mainly vids of kmm and gaki no tsukai...Later gg to continue BV although i saw a lot of comments that the ending sux...bleh...since it's MBC...i knew it..
BV OST is gr8! Recommended...(JGS song is nice...but blehx..his voice jus pissed me...)
"똥.덩.어.리"
Just a random note
Sunday, March 21, 2010@9:21:00 PM

It's been a long time since I blogged. Now, i'll blog when i'm down.Yeah...Firstly, Fusion is overrrr. I felt so free but yet so sad. My father was hospitalised. I received the news when I was printing my sticker which is the eve of fusion. I was so shocked totally. All the way, I could not focus. When I reached school, I don't know whether should i left early or not because my mates need me too. I'm totally lost, I totally no mood to do scripting. At last, my mum called me. She sounded ok. I felt relieved.Today is sunday, and there's no news when he can be discharged. I and my mum worried that about the bills.Another thing, it's my luck to have Jackson's booth beside me. I don't know why things always happen to me. He wan to use the plug. OK, i admit defeat, I shut down my comp..Without realising, he switched off the plug earlier before it shut down completely. When i on it again, the computer scheduled for scan disk, which I NVR SCHEDULED AT ALL.. At that time, guest & VIPs alr arrived & the whole cohort are supposed to go somewhere else....while my computer are scanning.....What a luck..I don't know why there's lot of bitterness in my life.....something that i have to face..
Missing Jasmine~
Friday, December 11, 2009@11:44:00 PM

Jubilee's songs sample are OUT! At first, i heard...not really that capturing..but today it totally blew me. Songs like Serenade, Catharsis, Rosen Schwartz, ai to kanashimi no nocturne, GOd of palace...reminiscence...totally nice..And with a background consists of lots of ppl holding a lighted candles, reminds me of Jasmine. They are paying respect to him in that way?

And their remake of Princess, I can feel the sadness! And i die die heard backup vocal for Princess. Serenade! I think this is the impt ballad Kamijo has been talking about and even though it's a sample...It's so beautiful~

Jubilee, the word sounds like a celebration in a grand manner...but the songs stated other wise..they seems to celebrate but reluctantly...their songs even though there's riffs and solos all over, you can really feel the sadness they are going through.

I thought about Jasmine again. Again, I felt that his demise took a deep impact on me even though he's a nobody to me. He brought smiles to everybody as far as i remembered...Nt even a single sadness. Truly an inspiration.

Today is the Fusion Briefing...the fusion team, include my fyp team present the concept, site and the interactive part. I presented the wireframe for the site. I'M SO NERVOUS! imagine the whole cohort is facing you! haha...but i'm not as nervous as the other times i presented...I kept telling myself that I can do it. I need to be confident...why other ppl can talk, why I can't? Nic supported me from behind..I finally felt that I become useful~ I wish that this won't be over that quick.

JIN's ending song is soooooo powerful! Misia is great expressive singer! JIN totally rocks my heart. I don't know how to link wat happen in 1st epi and epi 10...but it's so DAMN FUN!

Current music : Misia - Aitakute Ima
Watched New Moon
Sunday, December 6, 2009@10:14:00 PM

Ok, 1 word to describe the New Moon movie.

B-O-R-I-N-G

I felt the whole thing to be monotonous. Expressionless Bella & Edward + Hot Jacobs(-.-::;;). I truly think Taylor saved the whole show. I like his parts with Bella and his truly remarkable transformation into a wolf.

Edward, what can I say? He seriously need to be hit by Felix again. He's truly moody and I truly hate it. Bella, is entertaining her own feelings, screaming always to herself and do some very too-over drastic screaming. Remember when Edward was beaten by Felix and there you see Bella's like entertaining her ownself by screaming and it's so dramatic. I truly hate Kristen Stewart, I tell you. She's not the one that can potray that Bella and Edward, when he wanted to take off his shirt, it's damn funny.

BUT OnCE JAcob took off his shirt, I was like smiling gleefully! and like OMG OMG...His bods totally hot. AND he's REALLY BEAUTIFUL.

But overall, seriously, the volterra part is nice but the ENDING IS A Cliffhanger....which to me is BADLY done. Jacob's scenes is the best. YAY!

Sad manx...I was like rolling up my eyes everytime Ed & Bels kissed but I was looking forward to Bels and Jake..but always didnt! Wa lao...must replace director for Eclipse liao..

Really sux, the cinematography.
It happened again.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009@6:39:00 PM

Even though he's whispering, I heard it.

He told him that I didn't contribute anything.

I admit that and I expect this thing to happen.

I have difficulties working in groups. I'm not trying to point out my weakness, but it's true. When in groups, I have extreme difficulties in saying out my ideas.

Take for my SP4 and now Fusion, SP4, 5 ppl, 3 from MGBD. Now fusion 8 ppl. Even though they are my own friends, I can't seem to be able to voice out. It's hard. I gt this phobia that my ideas can't work out or jus plain rubbish if I said it out. Even Yu Liu seems not to care about my presence because no contributions. That's me I'm sensitive and I try to change that behavior.

To tell the truth, I got 5 ideas that I want to tell them badly, but thinking, lots of eyes are watching me, I don't dare. I don't have that courage. Can you encourage me?

Have you seen me talking in groups? Like 5 or more ppl seriously? Nope, I can't talk to them all, because I always think myself as inferior. I have always think that I'm inferior so I can't talk anything in groups.

What should I do? Where can I find that courage? You could jus say that I've fear of rejection. Yeah, I don't like rejection. They always tell us any ideas aso can but I'm like have no faith in my ideas.

Should I just be like myself at home? I think I should change. When ppl talk about me, even a bit, I swear that I will prove that person wrong.

Thanks to god's guidance that my brain is working for this sem. I pray hard so that "he" give me strength to think and make my brain cells working. I seriously thankful to "him" for giving me that path.

I think I should change the way I portray myself.
Another nice but tiring day
Monday, November 30, 2009@10:20:00 PM

FYP turns out to be fun. THINKING, that's my hobby. but usually i think, not really a developed idea will come out. Today, collected my pay. When I came out of the lift, i heard the toilet door being open. I walk there slowly to see Kwun Ho, but he didn't see me! So in the end, I have to go by front door, which full of strangers.

"I'm looking for Yu Fen"
"And You Are?

When I saw the yu fen girl, i totally ignore her. How can she didn't notice me during the past 3 months? I also don't know. From far, saw Ponna, Sam only. Haix..Thinking if I can go over to say Hi to them, wave to rui yi and Belinda too, but I'm too scared to walk around since I'm not under that company anymore. A basic respect.

Lend books totaled up to 30+ books from sch library. In e end, we need a trolley, so Mr Adrian came with it. Reading it made me so sleepy, so I on my lappie and play frets on fire. Since my desk is directly under the camera, I jus need to adjust my position.

Discuss ideas is truly great. I got some ideas but I'm too scared to voice it out.

I preordered Jubilee! Omg, this is the first time i'm preordering an album. Limited Edition some more. I'm so happy and excited. Waiting for Jan 20! I went through Versailles Interview ytd, earlier interview ard 2008. It's so heartwarming and funny. Jasmine..as usual, always made me laugh.

"I don't speak Japanese well"
"I don't have any gender"
"I'm an alien"

I wth all the way when I read this. Haha. He's truly a comedic guy. I just realised Kamijo new outfit has a flower and feathers on his left shoulders. IT'S JASMINE'S. Come to think, Kamijo never wear any feathers before.

Ok, I switch channel...

Selagi Ada Waktu maseh terngiang2 dlm otak aku. It's really a nice cite, I mus say, for a Hari raya haji show. Faizal Yusop as the son, Jalil Hamid as the father. Bapak tak mengharapkan anak ni pasal dier tk sgt educated. Becos dier malas nak blajar. So dier carik keje. 1st & 2nd dorang berjaya, and bapak dier proud of them and count on them. Faizal, dlm ni namer Farid. Farid ni merajok ah and dier gi carik keje pat bandar. Lps tu, dpt matair.

Satu hari tu, Bapak dier, kaki dier terluka, then all of them balek tgk dier. Farid ngan abg dier, kamarul always fight, same goes to the marina, 2nd daughter. Kwn2 Farid advise him to go back kampung & jaga bapak dier since takder org nak jage.

One funny moment, bile Farid masak, dier tak makan, alasan je..Lps tu waktu mlm, Farid tgk bapak dier tgh makan. One day, Bapak dier gt an information that dier tkleh gi haji pasal duit tk cukup, ard 10,000 gitu. Farid mcm nk tlg ah, say that dier leh jual motor dier tu. Befor this, Farid ader bilang bapak dier suroh masuk meminang pompan yg dier suker tu. Tapi bapak dier mcm underestimate his words. "Sebrape duit yg ko ader tu?" Keje kilang jer, nak masok meminang." Gitulah..Then this time "Braper byklah bole dpt jual motor tu". So bapak dier ni ask anak2 nyer yg lain dtg rumah dier. He asked them kalau ader duit leh pinjam. Kamarul was abt to answer biler bini dier menyampuk, saying that their money was spent to something earlier on. His daughter also said the same, saying dier nak bukak company sendiri.

Alih2, si Farid ni ader sakit. Dier terdengar their conversation when he's back frm the hospital. Lps tu Farid gi tpi sungai termenung. Pak Lang nmpk dier and talk to him. Pak Lang nmpk Farid pegang kertas putih(X ray) and he reckons yg bender tu mcm dari hospital.
Farid putuskan hubungan ngan pompan tu. Dier skrg tabah ngan aper yg akan terjadi, so he made good use of his time ngan bapak dier. makan same2 gitu.

Then one day, Bapak dier gi Jabatan Haji tu and he's surprised that his a/c was debited with 10,000. Dier happy ar, balek. Meanwhile, pat umah, Farid ni mcm dandan dirinya, nak kua gitu, when dier sakit kepala jus as dier bukak pintu rumah. Dier gegas balek dlm bilik, carik obat dier, then trus jatuh, tak sempat makan. Bapak dier balek, muskyil dgn pintu yg terbukak. Dier panggil2 Farid tak jwb. Then dier nmpk Farid terbaring pat lantai dlm bilik dier. Farid dah meninggal. Bile his 2 children were inform of his demise, kakak dier nangis rabak.After kenduri tu, bapak dier sedih ar mcm tak tau anak dier sakit. Lps tu dier ucap terime kasih pat 2 anak dier tu, dah bantu dier pinjam duit tu. Diorang tercengang. "Duit?"

Tht time, Pak Lang cerite kat dier everything, from his illness to his contributions. bapak dier makin sedih ar, menyesal bab anak yg dier tk harapkan tlah buat satu pergorbanan yg suci. In the end bapak dier dpt gi haji.

Part Pak Lang bobal ngan Farid is the most sedih but I cnt rmbr aper dorang ckp becos aku tgh bz nangis. in the end, Farid peluk pak lang dier. Farid such a pitiful kid. Until now, aku tk leh luper citer ni. It's so typical yet it's sad.